You know what I think my life is getting sucks. After one another of problems happens. I feel as though it is useless for me to live. But I know I have to suffer now and I will succeed in the future. Maybe this is fate. I really feel that my love ones has changed drastically. I do not know why. Or maybe I am changing? maybe?

I do not know. My plan today was to go out but since I do not have maid anymore so I have to stay at home and be independent to do the household chores and cook sometimes. Whereas I am not feeling that well. So i guess home is the best place for me. Life is never beautiful. Life is full of ups and downs. I do not know why but I felt hurt for the past few days suddenly. My loved ones is treating me differently. Okay guys until here I am going to write today. 

I need to go. 

Bye..

Love,

Ika