Thursday, June 27, 2013 @9:37 AM
Hi guys,
Today I felt lonely. I do not know why out of a sudden. My emotional is unstable. Since I came back from school. I do not know why. I felt sick I do not know why suddenly. I know whatever happens it seems to be all my fault. Suddenly I felt like this. Whenever I'm in pain I will feel like this. I feel as though my life is getting shorter and shorter. Maybe all this is fate. I know my love ones does not realize to my changes. Okay guys enough of my life today. So today my plans was go to school took cab with my distance cousin and settle some equipment then I went to meet my aunt,uncle,granny and younger sis at Expo as we went for a fair at Expo. My relationship with my guy is fine. I think he did not realize the changes in me. ( maybe he realize maybe not). Haiss.. I feel a burden to him sometimes. I kept telling him my problems but he is really a nice guy eventhough he has change after he enter to a new environment. I do not deny the fact that people change after they enter into a new environment. Everybody change is either you change for a better or for the worse. Well.. Okay guys I know it is already late. But I cant sleep early the past few nights. I also do not know the reason why. I will keep myself occupied with Chinese dramas and movies.
Okay guys I got to go.. I will write in soon.
Bye .. Bye...
Love,
Ika
