guys  what finally today has arrived. The day the I have been waiting for. Get to spend time with my love. I know that I cant spend much time with you. I hope you understand why love. I know you must be thinking that I might be having someone else behind ur back. I am not like ur previous ex's who betray u behind ur back. I love for who u r. If someone wants to have u. Over my dead body. I really love u. Maybe u are asking y I am behaving in a weird way. I do not know why I am behaving like this. I feel stress,sad and happy suddenly. It is me now. The 'sudden me'. I can sense that someone is trying to steal u away from me. But to me if there is mutual understanding and love is still there. There will not be any problem insyallah. 

Okay guys I got to go. I will write in soon. 

Love,

Ika